I might be LGBT

What is sexual orientation?
Sexual orientation is determined by the sex or sexes you are romantically, physically, emotionally, and sexually attracted to. Heterosexuals are individuals attracted to the opposite sex, homosexuals are individuals who are attracted to the same sex, while bisexuals are people who are attracted to both sexes. Homosexual men are usually referred to as gay while homosexual women are referred to as lesbians.

What if I'm not sure what my sexual orientation is?
Discovering your sexual orientation can sometimes be confusing. Most people don't just wake up one day and decide their sexual orientation. It takes time and it is normal not to be sure. Experimentation is natural - as long as you look out for the safety of yourself and others. You may want to date individuals of the opposite sex or you may decide to date those of the same sex. Exploration doesn't determine your sexual orientation, it just helps to discover your feelings.

Do I have to have sex to know? Unnatural?
No! You don't have to have sex to know if you're heterosexual, homosexual, or bisexual. Some people never have sex in their entire life, but they know their sexual orientation. It's better to wait until you're emotionally ready and you find someone you care about. Sex can create more confusion then it can resolve. There are many ways to share intimacy with someone you care about, such as talking, spending time together, hugging, kissing, massaging, and holding hands. If you decide to have sex, it is important to remember to protect yourself and your partner and practice safer sex.

Recognizing and accepting that you are gay or lesbian
Some people recognize that they are gay early in their lives while others do not become aware of their own gayness until much later in life due to the many pressures society puts on us to follow a heterosexual lifestyle. Unfortunately our society still teaches us that same sex attractions are negative and makes it difficult for one to explore his or her own sexuality.

Why am I gay?
You may ask yourself "why am I gay" but no one really knows the answer to this question. There are many theories as to why some individuals are orientated towards homosexuality rather than heterosexuality but they are only speculations at this point in time. Most of these theories follow three approaches: 1) nature 2) nurture and 3) a combination of both nature and nurture.

The basis behind the nature theory for homosexuality is that individuals are born with a certain genetic makeup which predetermines their sexual orientation. The nurture theory believes that one's environment and experiences can predetermine one's sexual orientation. Other scientists believe that homosexuality is a result of both nature and nurture. The question you must ask yourself is why is it important to determine why you are homosexual? No one asks why heterosexuals are "straight".

Inner conflict...
In the process of discovering your sexual orientation, there are many feelings you may experience as you develop self-acceptance. Because the world is still relatively hostile and prejudice towards gays and lesbians it is not uncommon to feel confused, isolated, lonely, guilty or depressed.

Unfortunately many societies make us want to hide our homosexuality and as a result we end up living double lives and denying who we really are. Experiencing these feelings is normal. However, some feelings like depression, low self esteem and suicide thoughts indicate you need some professional help in learning about yourself.

Coming Out

Be proud!

Coming out is a process that most LGBT people go through at some point in their lives. For some, it is a hugely defining moment in their and others lives, for others, it is simply a moment of acceptance of who and what they are.
You may have many reasons for coming out, some people come out to feel accepted, or because they are tired of making excuses. Some feel like their parents already know and just want to be able to talk to them about it. Regardless of this, it can be a hugely stressful and worrying time.

Everybody has a different experience, and different circumstances. There is no 'one way' to come out, no cook-book remedy. However, there are some ideas and pointers, and maybe, if you are considering how to come out, they will give you some ideas.

How to Come out to Parents

Coming Out to parents and family is a very difficult process. In part, it is about you. You are sharing something very personal with people you love. This makes it a time when you could become closer and more attached, but it also carries the risk of rejection and pain. Coming Out is also about others. This is a time when family who may have "seen the signs" but ignored them must admit this to themselves.
Below are some tips that may help make it easier.

Pick a Good Time
Don't Come Out in an argument, or at a time when you feel angry or resentful. The message will be delivered to family in a time of bad feelings and will convey those bad feelings, making the process more difficult for you and your family in the long run.
Give them time to get used to it before you introduce them to your boyfriend or girlfriend. They may be willing to accept your "friend" more readily and more easily if the sexual nature of your relationship is not so quickly and constantly apparent. Let them see that your "friend" cares about you, knows you well, treats you well, and wants you to be happy just like your parents do. That is what you ultimately want them to know about your partner, not that they are sexually active.

It Takes Time
Understand that it takes time for them to accept this about you, just like it did for you. Your family will go through periods of rejection, acceptance, and then rejection again before they come to accept you for who you are and understand something of what it means to be gay or lesbian. If you are Coming Out to them, you've had more time to deal with this than they have.

Encourage Your Parents to Come Out
Suggest that they share this with a friend; you needed to come out to others for support, and they will need to do this too. Having a list of phone numbers, such as one for FFLAG (Family and friends of Lesbians And Gays) could help too.
Consider having a "family contact" person. Sometimes a parent will be hurt that they were not the first to know. However, both you and your parents may benefit from having someone in the family to talk to about the issue, how the "Coming Out" went, and how things are going after. An aunt or uncle, sibling, or grandparent may help out tremendously.

Be Prepared and Patient
Be prepared for negative responses, religious fears, and suggestions for therapy. Often, when faced with some stressor we can't handle easily, we wish that it would just change. This is something you may have gone through as well; you may have just "wished" to be straight. It is natural that when faced with the loss of the child they thought they had, the likelihood of grandchildren they dreamed of, and other fantasies your parents had for you, that they too will experience some shock and wish things would simply change and go back to "how they used to be."
Consider how the "Worst Case Scenario" might go. Coming Out is hard enough as is; if you need your parents' financial and emotional support and are really scared they would "cut you off" if you came out, then wait until you can tell them with less fear and anxiety. This may sound like "hiding," but it's not.
There's no reason why you can't build up a network of friends and other family who will be supportive of you and provide some "emotional backup" to get ready for and recover from a difficult Coming Out to family.

Be Ready to Teach
Explain that your sexual orientation is a biologically based thing, and you can't control it any more than they can control their own sexual orientation. Being gay or lesbian isn't their "fault" and does not result from something they did "wrong."
Some parents suggest therapy. There are many who claim to do "reparative therapy," and even some crackpots in the media, like the infamous "Dr. Laura," who claim that such therapy is effective and necessary for happiness. It is not effective, and no sound scientific data has ever been gathered and confirmed to support this kind of "treatment." The American Psychological Association has published a statement indicating that offering therapy to "correct" someone's sexual orientation against their will is unethical. Often these groups of "recovered" gays and lesbians are simply made to feel very, very guilty about their sexual and intimacy needs. They simply focus on trying to deny all sexual aspects of their being, try to conform to heterosexual lifestyles and expectations, and avoid "relapse" through weekly religious "support groups" where a lot of hush-hush sexual activity goes on after hours.
When your parents read about how to talk to you about difficult issues, including potty training, sex, and marriage, they were told to use the same language they wanted you to use. Be patient as your parents learn to use the language you teach them. Explain the terms "gay" and "lesbian" as opposed to "homosexual" and "queer." Allow them to refer to your partner as a "friend" for a while until they grow comfortable with "boyfriend" or "girlfriend."
Be ready to talk about AIDS. While your parents may not be ready for any real details, and they may not ask for fear of finding out information they don't think they can handle, they do need to be assured that you are safe and have tested negative. Of course, if you are positive, lying to your family at the outset may not be recommended. Be ready to discuss the issue as much or as little as your family wants.
Some people have a book or something for reading materials ready to give parents. It's a nice way for them to be reminded gently about something they must learn about, and allow them to read and think about it at their convenience.

Explain Why You Are Coming Out
Explain that you are telling them this because you love them and don't want to be dishonest with them. Tell them to that you are not alone, and that you have gay and lesbian friends for support too. Sometimes parents react with worry about their children; they know it is an unfair world out there. Assure them that while you know there is discrimination, you stick up for yourself and can handle what comes to you as a result of your decision to be what you are.
Sometimes helping parents understand the burden of being closeted, the stress it creates, and the ultimate separation from family that many gays and lesbians accept or suffer with helps. Urvashi Vaid, a spokeswoman for gay and lesbian rights, once said that her mother asked her why she had to be so open about her sexuality, and why it couldn't just be a private thing. She explained that Coming Out was as much a political act as a personal one.
Coming Out lets others know that gays and lesbians exist around them; we are to a large extent an "invisible minority." Coming Out makes us visible, and gives others the chance to be aware of and work through their own biases, to see the discrimination in the world, and to consider these issues on their own before being confronted with them somewhere else by someone else in a less understanding fashion.

Finally, some cautions should be offered on Coming Out. While it is in many ways a liberating process to acknowledge who you are to others and receive some support and validation for just being you, there are a lot of prejudiced people in the world. Some would hurt you, insult you, and generally go out of their way to make you unhappy if they know you are gay or lesbian.
Why do they do this? Lots of reasons.
Personal discomfort is likely the top reason. People who feel bad about themselves often need an "Us" and a "Them" to organize their world. The "Us"'s are invariably good, moral, smart, wise, good looking, and generally the backbone of the society. The "Them"'s are bad, immoral, ugly, stupid, and the downfall of society. Simply put, being so sure that you are "sick" and immoral makes me feel healthy and righteous.
This can lead to violence, or "Fag Bashing." Some people feel very threatened by their emotional and possibly sexually-tinged attachment to others of their own sex. Seeing you appear so comfortable expressing those feelings often makes them suddenly aware of feelings they would not like to admit to having. "Silencing" you silences the thoughts they don't want to consider.

Overall, Coming Out is a normal process that is crucial to accepting who you are and feeling good about yourself. You can be more "Out" in some settings than in others, Come Out in different ways to different people, and expect it sometimes to go well and sometimes to go badly. It is a significant part of the process of identifying and becoming closer to your friends and loved ones.

Coming out to Friends and Colleagues

Your friends are just a different type of family, not related by blood but sharing bonds which can run as deep. Your friends will stick by you, and you’ll find them an immense source of support as you make your way into your new queer world. Tell them before you tell your family, and you will find that they will help you through this difficult time rather than you having to face it alone. Remember - True friends will never judge you by your sexuality. The ones who do, you’re better off without.

Coming out at work is slightly different than coming out to family and friends. The people that you work with on a day-to-day basis may seem like the accepting kind, but people are rarely forthright with their opinions, especially if they are bigoted, within a work place environment. You may feel as if you know how they react, but it is not something you sold take for granted. Even someone who has stated in the past that they have no problems with homosexuals can change their attitude when faced with a queer person within ‘their’ environment. Coming out at work will always involve some risk, but there are steps you can take to minimise that risk.

Be ready.
You’ll need to be prepared in the same sort of way as you were for telling your family and friends but remember that work colleagues are less likely to be as sensitive as those closer to you.

Understand your reasons for coming out at work.
Why do you want to come out at work? Is it because you want to bring more of yourself to the office, or is it to get up the nose of your ultra-conservative supervisor? Your reasons will go a long way to the tone you adopt for coming out and your tone, in turn, will affect the responses you get. Do it in an aggressive manner and your responses are more likely to be aggressive.

Consider the timing.
Do you have a huge project on at the minute which is placing the entire staff under a lot of pressure? Is this usually the busiest time of the year for the company you work for? There’s no such thing as the perfect time, but coming out when the entire office is under immense stress means that your news will not be fully appreciated and you may receive reactions which are inflamed by the pressure of work and distort how you feel your colleagues took the news.

What are your expectations?
It’s best not to expect a specific reaction, but be prepared for all possibilities. People can respond by saying that they knew all along or can be shocked because they had no idea. You can be met by silence or affirmation or anywhere in between, just remember, you don’t need the acceptance of your co-workers as long as you accept yourself.

Gather supporters.
Is there anyone at work who you know and trust more than anyone else? Perhaps they already know you’re gay. Having someone who knows the environment you are working in and the people that surround you can give you invaluable advice and support.

Finally, if you are considering coming out to friends, family or colleagues, remember, you have nothing to be ashamed of, and whether you do or not, it doesn't change who you are inside. Good Luck!

For more information on coming out, as well as to watch or obtain a copy of our Video DVD explaining the coming out process, visit our sister site WhatsInYourCloset.co.uk

Love is never wrong

Gay words?!?!

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There are a lot of words out there, here is a short list of the ones you will commonly hear amongst LGBT (Lesbian-Gay-Bisexual-Transgendered) people, and some historical words which you may be interested to read!

Androgynous
An Androgynous person is somebody who has both masculine and feminine qualities and who has an ambiguous sexual identity or someone who refuses to conform to sexual identity. A more derogatory term for this would be "gender-bender". There are many famous examples of this; two famous ones would be Annie Lennox and George Michael.

Asexual
A person who lacks desire for sex, or believes they aren't attracted to any other person. Originally the phrase related to a person who had no sexual organs.

Bi-curious / Experimental
A person who may or may not have a strong attraction to a member of the same sex, but partakes in sexual or physical acts such as kissing to "experiment".
Some sexually confused people may use the word if they know they are gay but haven’t yet kissed a member of the same sex.

Bisexual
Somebody who is Bisexual is namely a person, physically and sexually attracted to both males and females.
Some argue believe that this state of sexuality does not exist and is only a happy medium for the person until they are ready to accept they are a homosexual.
However others suggest that being bisexual is being so comfortable in your own sexuality that you have no problem in becoming attracted to a member of the same sex.
Again others maintain that a person can be attracted to both sexes, both in equal and in unequal proportions.

Butch / Straight Acting
A Butch lesbian is a woman who acts in a masculine manner or has masculine traits.
A Straight acting gay man is a man who acts in a masculine manner and doesn’t show signs of stereotypical effeminate qualities.

Camp
A man who talks, dresses, walks and acts in an effeminate manner.

Chicken
A young gay male, usually in his teens or early twenties.

Clone
First appearing in the 1970s, it refers to a gay man of a certain, somewhat standardised appearance. The classic look includes short-cropped hair, trim moustache, flannel shirt and Levi's brand 501 jeans, on a relatively well sculptured body.

Closet case / Not out of the closet / In the closet
A homosexual person who has not yet told other people that they are of a different sexual orientation.
The phrase pertains the meaning that people who are not openly gay are "hiding" in a closet
of their own sexual desires and feelings.

‘Come out’ (of the closet)
To ‘come out’ is to tell another person that you are a homosexual

Community
Describes the sense of finally belonging or identifying with a group of gays.

Cruising
Originating in the so called "gay city" of San Francisco, this phrase is used for gay female / males who go out and find other gay people to partake in sexual activities (generally for one night stands).

Cross-dresser
Someone who dresses in the opposite sex's clothes.

Drag / Drag Queen
A Drag queen is a person who dresses in a way usually identified with the opposite sex. However this differs from transvestite, whereas drag usually refers to a specific act of cross-dressing, transvestite is applied to the general enjoyment of the act.
Another definition of a drag queen is the specific look of a man who is dressed as a woman but still looks like a man.

Dyke
Originally the word for a dam or an embankment blocking a raging river, the word was adopted to mean a strong or dominant female character who dresses in a strong or masculine way, therefore abiding by the Butch "stereotype" of a gay woman.

Fairy
A fairy is generally associated with a sprite that in Irish mythology wore tiny ballerina like skirts and sprinkled magical dust over a person to intervene in human affairs. This was adopted as a derogatory term for a man who "prances and dances about" in an effeminate way, intervening in the affairs between a man and woman. Also the phrase is associated with Tinkerbelle.

Fag (got)
A faggot originally meant a bundle of sticks. During the reign of the Roman Empire (and later during the rule of the fascist Mussolini) the flag for Rome and Italy was a bundle of sticks tied round a battle axe representing the strength and aggression of the Roman peoples.
However the phrase is now referred to as a homosexual person in a derogatory way. During the years of the Inquisition, heretics and homosexuals were burnt at the stake under a bundle of firewood and sticks tied together (called a faggot) and this is where the phrase originates.

Fag Hag
A Fag hag is a heterosexual female who has a gay male as a close friend/best friend and attends gay clubs/pubs with. Many believe that it is easier to talk to a gay male because they understand female emotions more than a heterosexual male but can also give a male perspective to the female’s problems.

Femme
From the French word femme for sister, it was adopted as slang term for an effeminate male.

Fruit
This is a slang word for a homosexual male. The slang comes from the idea that gay males like the male phallus and therefore like the symbolic phallus of "meat and two veg.” Also the slang represents the hard skin (in most cases) of a fruit, which is symbolic of the strength of man himself or his masculinity and the soft centre of the fruit which represents the softer side of a male, for example the stereotypical view of a gay man being weak or effeminate.

FTM / MTF
FTM means a female to male transvestite
MTF means a male to female transvestite.

Gay
Originally meaning a male or female, who is merry or happy, the word now is the adopted phrase for a homosexual male, implying that the man/woman is happy to partake in sexual acts with other men/women.

Gay Bashing
A form of hate crime and homophobia punishable under the law. Homophobic people (in extreme forms) may go out to gay "hang-outs" to find gay people to verbally or physically abuse.

Gaydar
Gay radar, the sense by which queers identify other queers.

Heterosexism
The belief that heterosexuality is superior to homosexuality or bisexuality, or the tendency to assume that everyone is heterosexual, e.g. asking a boy "do you have a girlfriend" - the assumption being that he's straight.

Heterosexual
A male or female attracted physically, sexually or emotionally to a member of the opposite sex. During the late 19th century the word was identifiable to a person attracted to both sexes (the C19th name for a bisexual person)

Homo
A shorthand or slang term for a homosexual person.

Homosexual
A male or female attracted physically, sexually or emotionally to a member of the same sex.

Homophobia / Homophobic
A fear or dislike for homosexual peoples.

Lesbian
A women who is physically, sexually or emotionally attracted to another woman.
The word originates from the island of Lesbos where the ancient Greek writer Sappho wrote about a tribe of Amazonians warriors, made up solely of women. Sappho wrote erotic verse about love and lust between these women. Thus the term evolved into meaning two women who partake in sexual activities together.
Therefore to take the term literally lesbian means "of the island of Lesbos".

Lezzy / Lezzer
A slang/shorthand term for a lesbian.

LGBT
This is an acronym, it stands for Lesbian-Gay-Bisexual-Transgendered, so it is used as a kind of umbrella term to represent our community.

Lipstick lesbian
A Lipstick Lesbian is a woman who dresses / acts like a straight woman. (Similar to straight acting)

Mary
During the mid 20th century, this name was one of the most popular female names and was adopted in an offensive term for a gay man (assuming then that all gay men wanted to be women)

Metro-sexual
A heterosexual person who appears to act with homosexual traits. Has become more common as homosexuality has increased in acceptance and viewed by some as fashionable.

Open / Accepting
To be open or accepting is to not have any objections to the homosexual community and to give a homosexual person equal rights as any other human being.
Also under the law, underage LGBT peoples are now protected from bullying and discrimination towards their sexual orientation. Therefore the school/youth group/church group which the child attends has an obligatory duty to allow said child the same rights as any other human being.

Pansexual
Also referred to as omnisexual, a pansexual person is somebody who has sexual desires for a wide range of people - straight people or gay/lesbian/bisexual or transgendered people and also may partake in sexual activities of many kinds.

Poof
Slang word for an effeminate male.

Queer
The word queer literally means weird or different. Normal being heterosexual, being weird was anyone who didn't conform to this structure, namely homosexual peoples. However many homosexual people have now adopted the word as a means as identifying themselves as different from heterosexual people.

Queen
A male who acts in a feministic or "Camp" way.

Transgender
A transgender person is someone who believes they were born into the wrong body and therefore wishes to be a member of the opposite sex. Using chemical hormones, males may take female oestrogen hormones to develop breasts, whilst females may take male testosterone hormones to grow body and facial hair.
A Transgender person may also wish to live their lives out as the opposite sex by undergoing cosmetic surgery to change different parts of their body e.g. breast implants.

Transvestite
A person who dresses in the clothing of the opposite sex for pleasure or fun, complete with makeup, hair and mannerisms, however this doesn't always mean that the transvestite is homosexual.

Scene queen
A gay man who conforms to the homosexual stereotype by acting in a "camp" manner and by being a regular to the gay scene / gay pubs / clubs, as well as also knowing allot of other gay people.

Stereotype
Some believe that there is a stereotypical way in which gay men and women act, notably all gay men love pink and all lesbians act like men. This can and cannot always be the case. However some people conform to this stereotype to attract other people of the same sex to them as they believe by acting "straight" other gay people may not notice them and approach.
Some argue that being flamboyant or Camp is a person acting like that to tell others they are gay and henceforth attract other gay people. However another argument is that being camp or the stereotypical gay person is a hereditary feat. (They were born like that) and is not environmental (they were brought up like that).

Health - What you should know!

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As a young LGBT person in Northern Ireland, you are going to encounter situations that will be different to others around you. It is important to be aware of these situations, particularly ones affecting your health and wellbeing. We want you to feel safe, secure, healthy and happy.
The situations below apply to all sorts of people, not just the LGBT community. Everybody is different, so take the information below and apply it to your own circumstances.

Drugs and Alcohol - Be aware of your own limits

We all like a good time out, and our society and culture recognises that a drink might be part of that. No-one is saying that you aren't allowed to enjoy yourself, but you don't need to look far nowadays to see the warnings and guidelines for alcohol. Like anything, in moderation it is enjoyable, however, if you drink too much, it can be unhealthy, and can lead to problems such as alcoholism.

Alcoholism is a fatal illness that affects 20-30% of the homosexual population. It could be described as an addiction, like to cigarettes or drugs, and like all addictions, can seriously affect your health.

Unfortunately, due to the stigma associated with being an LGBT person, some people feel the need to turn to alcohol to help them cope. Studies have found that 35% of lesbians have had a history of excessive drinking compared to only 5% of heterosexual women.

So what exactly should you be aware of when it comes to your alcohol?

Anyone over 18 can buy and drink alcohol legally in licensed premises in Northern Ireland. Under this age, it is illegal to buy alcohol, and if caught drinking it, in most cases it will be confiscated by police.
Most public areas in towns and cities are covered by 'Alcohol Exclusion Zones' where it is unlawful to drink alcohol in public. This applies to any opened / uncorked / uncapped alcohol. If it is unsealed, they will assume it is being drunk, and this can get you into trouble.
Official guidelines recommend that men shouldn’t regularly drink more than 3-4 units a day and women shouldn’t regularly drink more than 2-3 units a day. The guidelines also recommend that after an episode of heavy drinking, it’s advisable to refrain from drinking for 48 hours to allow your body to recover.
One unit is half a pint of ordinary-strength beer, lager or cider, one small glass of table wine or a 25ml measure of spirits.

Drugs (specifically non-prescription drugs) are on the increase in society, and you may have already been faced with a situation where you have to say 'no' to drugs. Like alcohol, drugs can be addictive, generally a lot more addictive. Drugs cause a large range of different health effects depending on which drug it is, but any health effects are negative. They may make you feel good for a short while, but in the long run, they do a lot more harm than good. Unfortunately, like alcohol, LGBT people tend to use drugs more often to cope with their situations. Further studies have shown that 30% of lesbians and gay men are addicted to drugs.

What should you know about drugs and how should you avoid a difficult situation?

All non-prescription drugs are illegal. These are the ones you hear a lot in the news, such as (but not limited to) cannabis, heroin, marijuana, cocaine, morphine, amphetamines, crystal meth, steroids.
It is ok to have prescription drugs, provided they have been prescribed to you, such as painkillers that your doctor has given to you.
Being caught with drugs can mean big trouble. You could land yourself anything from a slap on the wrist and a fine to seven years in prison and an unlimited fine for possession. In either case, you may receive a criminal record that you will carry through your life.
True friends will never pressurise you into making you take something that you don't want to take. If your friends are all taking drugs, this doesn't mean that you have to, and you don't need to let them force you by telling you things like 'You are just afraid'. Remember, it is your body, and no-one has the right to make you do something you don't want to. If you need to, tell somebody, be it your family, your trusted friends, or even somebody like a youth worker or doctor.
Some people have their own issues, and try to hurt other people with drugs. When in a bar or club, never leave your drink unattended. Spiking, where somebody slips a pill or drug into your drink while you are not looking, is a lot more common than you think and there are some people that take pleasure in ruining your night, or in getting you into a state where you do not understand what is happening. If you think your drink may have been spiked tell a member of staff immediately, and don't drink anything that you suspect may have been spiked.
Sometime situations can't be avoided. If you have taken drugs, or possibly been spiked, make sure you know the risks. Always make sure you let someone with you know that you are on drugs and what drug you have taken. Keep your mobile on you and don't wander away from your friends. Make sure you are with people you trust to take care of you if things go wrong.
Never mix drugs with alcohol or other drugs. This combination could prove fatal.

To find out more, or the effects of different drugs visit

Sex - Keeping Safe

Sex is a natural thing, and most (but not all) will have sex at some point in their lives. It can be quite a personal and intimate thing, and so you should feel that you are ready, and not feel pressured into having sex just because your partner wants to. If somebody tries to force you to have sex with them, tell somebody you trust, and remember, it is your body, so you should feel comfortable and in control of what happens with it.

Bugs If you and your partner have decided to have sex, there are some things you would do well to know. You may not think it but same-sex and LGBT couples have risks of STI's (sexually transmitted infections) as well as heterosexual couples. We sometimes face different risks than our heterosexual counterparts and we may need to use different forms of protection but everyone is affected by sexually transmitted diseases and the only true way to protect yourself 100% is to not have sex at all.

Here is a little about some of the STI's you may have heard about, as well as how you can protect yourself from them.

HIV / AIDS

HIV (Human Immunodeficiency Virus) and AIDS (Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndrome) are very serious viral infections that you can receive though sex, sharing of needles, or any time your blood or fluids come into contact with another persons blood or fluids. Sex is one of the most common ways of contracting the disease, whether it is between straight or gay, man or woman. Stereotypically, the disease is seen as the 'gay disease' as it originally became noticed amongst gay men who practised anal sex. Although there is only a 0.5% chance of contracting the disease through anal intercourse it's a 0.5% chance you don't want to take.
AIDS attacks the immune system, leaving your body incapable of fighting off even the most basic infections such as a cold, and increases the risks of developing cancer. After diagnosis the average survival time with therapy is estimated to be 5 years.
AIDS is incurable and can be caught from any penetrative sex, whether it be anal, vaginal and in rare cases oral sex.

Chlamydia

Chlamydia is a bacterial infection that affects both men and women. It can be spread by any form of sexual contact. Symptoms of chlamydia include testicular swelling in males, discharge and inflammation. Chlamydia is treatable but can cause pneumonia, conjunctivitis, arthritis and half of sufferers will develop Pelvic Inflammatory Disease, a disease in women where the female genital tract, including the ovaries, uterus and fallopian tubes become inflamed, and can develop absesses, causing pain and tissue damage. Chlamydia is treatable with a course of antibiotics.

Syphilis

Syphilis is a curable STI. Symptoms include a skin lesion (flesh wound) occurring on average at 21 days after infection but can be 10 days. After around 6 weeks you can expect a fever, sore throat, and weight loss. You can also get meningitis or hepatitis as a secondary disease. If untreated syphilis can attack the heart and patients can suffer heart failure.

Gonorrhoea

Gonorrhoea is amongst the most common STDs in the world. Most symptoms occur within 3 and 5 days of infection. In males inflammation of the urethra and prostate gland can occur. Women may complain of vaginal discharge, difficulty urinated and bleeding after sex and when you're not on your period. It can also cause Pelvic Inflammatory Disease in women. Treatment is an injection.

Prevention

Although the only way to protect yourself from STDs is to not have sex and wrap yourself in a big bubble away from the world, there are ways to decrease the chances of infection.
The most common way for males is to use a condom. Condoms can be obtained for free from sexual health clinics such as The Rainbow Project, GUM clinics and from some bars and clubs. You can also buy condoms form most high street shops and pharmacists. You need not be embarrassed to ask for or buy them - nowadays they are one of the most commonly purchased items in the western world. There are different sizes and types, so you can experiment and find one that fits and feels right for you.
Girls can use a dental dam for oral sex which is a small piece of rubber placed over the vagina and condoms when using any sex toys.

If you are concerned about sexual health, or want to be tested for any STI's, you can contact your local doctor, health centre, hospital or clinic. Our 'Your Community' page also has contact details for some hospitals and clinics around Northern Ireland.

Symbols - Be proud!

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There is a lot of history and culture associated with being a LGBT person, in fact, you are part of a large and varied community! There is a lot you can learn by looking at the past and thinking of the future. Here are some historical gay symbols, their significance and their meanings:

The Rainbow Flag

Use of the Rainbow Flag by the gay community began in 1978 when it first appeared in the San Francisco Gay and Lesbian Freedom Day Parade. Borrowing symbolism from the hippie movement and black civil rights groups, San Francisco artist Gilbert Baker designed the rainbow flag in response to a need for a symbol that could be used year after year. The 6 Colours of the flag are Red for life, Orange for healing, Yellow for sun, Green for nature, Blue for harmony, Purple for spirit.

The Pink Triangle

The Pink Triangle is easily one of the more popular and widely-recognised symbols for the gay community. The pink triangle is rooted in World War II times, and reminds us of the tragedies of that era. Although homosexuals were only one of the many groups targeted for extermination by the Nazi regime, it is unfortunately the group that history often excludes. The pink triangle challenges that notion, and defies anyone to deny history.

The Black Triangle

Black Triangle is also rooted in Nazi Germany. Although lesbians were not included in the Paragraph 175 prohibition of homosexuality, there is evidence to indicate that the black triangle was used to designate prisoners with anti-social behaviour. Considering that the Nazi idea of womanhood focused on children, kitchen, and church, black triangle prisoners may have included lesbians, prostitutes, women who refused to bear children, and women with other "anti-social" traits.

The Red Ribbon

The Red Ribbon is a symbol of our concerns for our brothers and sisters afflicted with AIDs and HIV related disease. The wearing or displaying of the Red Ribbon also indicates our disgust and abject horror at the negligence of governments and health organisations to act promptly when this disease was first encountered in the early 80s.

Gay Male Gender Symbols

The gender symbols were originally common astrological signs coming from Roman times. The interlocking Male symbols have been used since the 1970's as a symbol of pride for gay men.

Lesbian Pride Symbol

The interlocking Female symbols are used as a lesbian pride symbol. Some feminists also use the double female symbol (one ring with two crosses) as a symbol of sisterhood among women.